I think that as I get older and have more experiences to draw on I can throw out the things that just don’t matter.  Maybe that is what is drawing me to be more abstract.  When I think that I lived many years longer than I will be living I want to make each action I do more meaningful.  I am suddenly interested in a cleaner diet, better exercise regime and a more meaningful life.  With my paintings I have a choice I can become a much better representational painter and that is a fine goal.  Or I can  do what I am attempting and that is to put marks and brush strokes down that are a visual delight without a message or a narration.  What do you think?